So i went to work, and shit happened that made me reel inside so I made it public by talking about it with a friend in front of other people. stupid move. shouldn't have done that. shouldn't have reacted so much so badly ugh. just spent the past half hour on the phone talking about it and now i'm just amazed that i can't seem to handle anything - do i not enjoy being happy? am i tired?

why can't i seem to let it go...and why, after looking at facebook, do i seem to have let it go...?

need to work on work relations...wanda, ashley. my assumptions that they don't like me make everything nutsy.

other things/goals/focuses:

do what feels good...choose what is....focus on the positive, what you've got and not what you haven't got, what you want and what you love/makes you excited...

doing what works