oh yeah, and the other thing

People. Why do i talk to them? Why do i go on facebook? Would it be better for me and my mind and my social life if i went off facebook? maybe...

but i guess I am just thinking that a lot of the time i try to contact people because i'm anxious to be alone and face my shit. which is lame and uncreative and unoriginal., never mind selfish.

i want to start really loving people. I think that would be better.